This is where i say what im thinking. or whatever else i want,right? Hmmmmm ,

I try to be the kind of person that is open to anything and will attempt to work my will on everything I try to do and fail at. I figure if it didn't work the first time then try it a different way. Theres always another way. My options are open and I like them that way. You can't make me do anything I don't want to, but you can make me want to HAHA. Been stuck on this game called Half-Life 2 Deathmatch..... no I don't mean stuck like as if I dont know where to go next .......I mean totally stuck to this as it has no ending unless I leave the game. Which is no fun.
I have not even attempted to play anyother game at all. I have been going to college for 2 years now because I have always wanted to make games. If I'd have known that I could just make maps and put them on a server that hosts games I probably would of never been convinced to go to school for it. HAHA but I spose its a completely different environment anyways. well thats part of my life I work on computers actually and know nothing of how to draw but am very raw at best. I should just change my major to art so I can hone any talent I might have and make actual beautiful art. But I also am a single mother. Five kids~ YES-count them 5 ~ Only four are actually mine and the fifth one is my ex's daughter who has just lived with me anyways after her dad left about 6 years ago. I love her like my own, so that makes her mine. This has been a written entry into her journal by Michele Chapman